“Tonight has to end, darling. So tomorrow can come. We have to move forward.”

I feel a blend of emotions right now. Anger, because this ends in a cliffhanger, Anxiety, because our lovers finally reconciled only to be ripped apart again, Sadness, because self harm was such a huge theme in this novel, and Rage, because omg did I mention the CLIFFHANGER. Ughhhhh. I should have read the ending first, but according to my therapist, I have some major control issues and she tasked me with the challenge of not reading the endings of my books anymore…this is very very difficult for me. There’s no way to skip to the end of my life to see what happens to me, so I need to get used to the unexpected. I need to become more flexible. Thus my reaction to this novel.
So anyway, from the moment we meet Wes, I knew he’d be perfect. He’s handsome, and smart, and protective. He and Aria grew up together but she moved away. They were childhood sweethearts and their love for each other never faded. Aria is strong and determined. She’s a firecracker and watching her defend herself is incredible. She lost her home to a fire and moved in with her aunt, back where she grew up. Everyone has secrets in this town and it’s all about what you know about others and who knows what about you.
Aria’s big secret is that she cuts herself. This was really hard for me to read. There wasn’t much time spent on it. Wes finds out and tells her to call him whenever she feels the urge to cut and hopefully that’ll make her stop? The issue is…cutting can become an addiction. It’s not something to take lightly, and I felt this novel didn’t cover it to the extent it should have. There was also no trigger warning and that is not okay. Regardless, there was a lot in this novel that I didn’t talk about. Noelle for instance. Don’t get me started. I have nothing good to say about her or the fact that there was a love triangle in this novel. I hate love triangles and other women. It kills me. I feel nauseous just thinking about it. Okay, enough rambling. This was a solid 4 star novel for me.
“The dream always ends.”








