“She brought music back into my life. No…she was the music in my life.”
If there was such a thing as a perfect book, this would be it. I’m not even sure how to write this review because I feel so much right now. This story had me in shambles. Steiner served up a steaming pot of faultless excellence with every page turn. But what is it about this book that makes it stand out from the rest? Well, I think it’s the natural, unaltered innocence. Both Mikey and Kylie are only eighteen during the story, and we all know what it’s like to be an eighteen year old. Not only did we get a taste of some adult content, but we also got to relive the simplicity of young love. Every phrase was crafted with this in mind, each moment held your attention as you watch and felt what it was like to fall in love again for the first time. How freeing it is, how easy and scary it can be to let yourself dive in head first.
Our lovebirds started out as best friends; they met when they were eight and were inseparable after that. They grew up together, went through puberty together, they both lost a parent, there’s not much that they hadn’t been there for, together. That is, until Mikey got his first girlfriend, Bailey. At the first mention of Bailey, in our story, I felt my stomach drop. When we start the novel, Bailey has left Mikey seven months prior to go off to Nashville and pursue a music career. They were supposed to go together, but alas…she decided to dump him and go on her own. He’s grieving. Grieving the life he thought he was going to lead, grieving losing the love of his life, grieving the time he spent building a relationship that didn’t last. But Kylie is there for him. Even though they grew apart for two years because she made Bailey uncomfortable, she still showed up to love and support him through the heartbreak. If that doesn’t tell you what kind of girl she is, then I don’t know what will. She’s a giver, a total enneagram 2, in my opinion. She never thinks of herself and only wants to help Mikey get over Bailey so he can get back to loving life and maybe loving her…? They have one summer left before Mikey moves to New York and Kylie is determined to make him change his mind.
The first time Mikey really sees Kylie is like your first breath of fresh air after being underwater for too long. It’s a desperate inhale, it burns, it’s necessary. Mikey starts to develop feelings for Kylie gradually and then all at once. It happens slowly and then suddenly he realizes he’s in love with her. It had to happen that way though, he already knows her like the back of his hand. The only thing missing was the sexual component which wasn’t a difficult thing to adjust to for him…since he is an eighteen year old boy. He feels jealous and possessive of her at times, and adoring and loving other times. It’s the perfect blend, a beautiful showcase of the hormonal rollercoaster you experience as a young adult. Kylie, on the other hand, has always been in love with Mikey so there was no realization for her. Her arc was more about acceptance, about realizing that she is worth is. That she IS enough. And my goodness her growth is gorgeous. She starts out as a young woman who so desperately wants to prove herself to her best friend and becomes someone who stands up for what she deserves, no matter how painful it is. She is built with strength and integrity and passion. She is an ideal female lead in any story, but she’s perfect for this one.
This was a ten star read that deserves a standing ovation. I know there are tons of other reviews that say things all very similar to what I’ve said, but that should tell you something: READ THE DARN BOOK. I can’t wait until I own the entire Becker Brothers series and it’s sitting on my bookshelf. This is one of the best series I’ve ever read and I am already foaming at the mouth for Jordan’s story. Gimme gimme. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: no one does romance like Kandi Steiner. She is a sun among stars. Shining brighter and hotter than most. Each of her books is an exquisite, delicious treat. She is unstoppable. Thank you for writing this masterpiece, Kandi. You are exceptional.
“I’m always here to catch you.”