“How do you think we’ll know when we’ve found it? When we’ve found love? When we’ve found the one we love?” Sophie shrugged, finger tracing the lip of her now empty wine glass. “I think we tend to complicate that answer,” she said. “But I think it’s really quite simple.” I practically leaned in closer to her, heart beating rapidly as I clung to her every word. “You’ll know you’ve found love because whoever it may be, she’ll give you the courage to face that fear you’ve only ever run from. That’s how you’ll know.”

I feel like I’ve been waiting forever for a new Sienna Blake book even though it truly hasn’t been that long. Her books are absolutely addictive and I devour them in a single sitting, I need more! Truthfully, no one writes like Sienna does. She has a gorgeous way with words and crafts incredible characters that keep you fully engaged and engrossed in the plot. Darren and Kayleigh are no different. These two lovebirds have the most addicting chemistry. It melts off the page; you won’t be able to get enough of them.
This story is exactly what you might imagine as far as the title is concerned. This is a story about Darren falling in love with his brother’s girlfriend. It gets a little more complex as the story evolves, but that’s the gist. The first time Darren and Kayleigh meet, he accidentally walks in on her getting out of the shower. It’s love at first sight. I’m not kidding, Darren says to Kayleigh towards to end of our story, “I fell in love before we’d even ever kissed.” So yes, love at first sight for both of them, but Kayleigh is dating Darren’s brother, Eoin. Eoin is a big oaf, he reminds me of a teddy bear, but he’d got the body of a rugby player. I’m sure I’ll fall in love with him in his book, but he wasn’t what Kayleigh needed in this story. She needed tall, dark, mysterious Darren. Kayleigh goes to work for Darren as a receptionist at his mechanic shop because she needs a job. It’s a bad idea from the start, but they both keep their feelings locked down as long as they can. Things start to heat up between them after Kayleigh asks Darren to teach her a bit about working on cars. She’s passionate about what he’s passionate about and it brings them together.
Of course everything comes to a head when the affair finally comes out, but honestly, it was way more painful than I could have ever imagined. Kayleigh makes some really tough decisions, during this story, out of fear. Fear that has been bred into her, that she’s become accustomed to. Her father was abusive and her mother was silent. Kayleigh’s need to speak out for what she wants and fight for what’s right is constantly compromised by this fear that she has. It causes a TON of issues for her and Darren. This novel is dark and deep, there’s a lot going on under the surface. Darren has wounds from his past that he can’t let go of, also. Both of these characters grow tremendously during the duration of this novel. They overcome their fears and insecurities and past traumas and are able to move forward. It’s beautiful.
You’re going to cry, you’re going to get angry, and you’re most likely going to want to scream some times. I know I did, but it was the best emotional rollercoaster EVER. Seriously, I think this is my favorite of Sienna Blake’s work. She just continues to impress me with every new novel. 5 stars!
“My forever was with him.”








