“I tried to pinpoint the exact moment I fell in love with you, but I couldn’t, because I think my heart knew you were the one the very first time our eyes met, but my soul…” He choked over the words; they would never be enough to express what he felt for her. “…my soul has always known it was you.”

“Let’s talk about sex, baby. Let’s talk about you and me…”

This is the dirtiest book I’ve ever read. It’s pretty much dictated porn. It’s sooooo good, like holy sh*t. I had to stop reading it so I could write down how I’m feeling right now because it’s too much. I need to step away. This book has me all kinds of conflicted. On the one side, we’ve got Kyan, our solid, supportive, sexy leading man, who is perfect for Linnea in every way. She hadn’t had so much as a first kiss before she met him. She was raised on verbal abuse, so any pleasurable experience she has usually comes with a boat load of negative self-talk in the voice of her hateful grandmother. Kyan has helped her through this and she feels comfortable with him, comfortable exploring herself with him by her side. NOT FREAKING KODIAK BLACK. GO AWAY YOU ARE NOT WANTED. I can’t with this guy. He’s obsessed with Linnea and believes he holds some sort of claim over her and then what does he do?? He drugs her and sleeps with her all of which she can’t remember in the morning because she was DRUGGED. I’m infuriated right now. Bad, evil, horrendous man. But who will she end up with…? I’m only half way through the book and I’m terrified. Either Kyan needs to pull through or there better be some sort of divine redemption for this Kodiak guy because right now he is not doing so hot. Okay…back to reading. See ya on the flip side. 

One hour later…

WOW this book is FUCKED UP. BUT IT IS SO FREAKING BRILLIANT. OH MY GOD. Maaaaannnn…I can’t say what happens because it’ll ruin it but geeeez I really wish I could discuss this with someone. I don’t know what to feel right now. I’m a huge mess of emotions and I can’t think straight. Kyan is quite possibly a perfect character. Will that be enough? What is going to happen in book two…am I going to be destroyed? Because I swear! I mean, you see? I’m just a blabbering mess right now. I can’t even form coherent sentences. Okay, number one: you get some delicious threesome action in this book. It’s gold. Our author is very descriptive, so if you’re into that, then check this one out for sure. Number two: are you craving an emotional rollercoaster ride? Do you want to be constantly curious about what the heroine is thinking feeling? Then this is the book for you! Linnea is a disaster. It’s impossible to really figure out what she wants because I honestly don’t think she even knows herself. She’s so broken by her past, and scared to make the wrong decisions, that she can’t slow down to come to terms with herself. Kyan walks her through everything. Good GOD, he is perfect. Dillon is too (he’s Kyan’s brother). Also, I still hate Kodiak, but I’ve started to understand his character a little more. There are still zero redeeming qualities, don’t get me wrong, but I also feel a little sorry for him. That’s all I will say about that…but I figured you guys might be interested since I felt so strongly about him an hour ago. 

This book was a delicious, passionate, sexy read. Definitely 5 stars because the writing (specifically the imagery) was OUTSTANDING. I’m already dying for book two. That epilogue at the end…oh man. I’m terrified of what is going to happen but I’m desperate for it. Bravo!!!

“Feel that? It beats for you.”